//hearing aid: toxic - crazy town.

it's toxic

no respect no gratitude no presents no urge no laughter no satisfaction no warmth no spontianitiy no time no money no concern no manners no consideration no sacrifices no more trying no pampering

i wish you would see what i've done for you.
and go through what you make me do.


i feel like a rag doll.
lifeless and old.
plastered smile to hide the stain of time
big eyes to hold the weary tears.
thrown around
stolen from where she was placed
and left.

//hearing aid: beautiful love - the afters

i went back to ij today after 2 years. i felt oddly nostalgic yet unfamiliar. the whole place looked the same but different you know? it was a strange feeling.

me, kris, gen and char wondered around the place lost but we still saw snippets of our past lives. the old steps where i use to have recess at was still there. the staircase where i walked up almost everyday for 3 years was still intact. i couldn't find my old classroom, i got disorientated. here are some pictures for those who couldn't make it.







doesn't this look the same girls?


they saved the best part of the school. the gate which was used during my mom's time.
where they left their babies at for the nuns to take care of.


my cca finally got its rewards after fighting for so long. now we have an air-conditioned drama room and a lit room. but i'm sour. i can't use it. oh well.



the rooftop netball court for the school's pride. we have to beat rgs every year to get extended recess or a day off from school.


the toilet.


the snapshot.

just so the rest will know:

mrs. how-yip is preggies and is due in may
mr. ng's baby girl, Vernice, is due in may
mrs. nicks - who ran 2.4km while 8months preggies - is once again doing that and is due in march.
miss jo-teo pulled my ears the min she saw me.
mrs. alex looks as radiant and motherly as ever.
ms yap looks pretty good.
mrs. jchu is very proud of the open concept bio lab which was a disturbing experience for us.
and

i love my ij
once you wear that blue uniform, its hard to throw it away
i still have mine tucked away, i can't bear to leave it behind.

//hearing aid: give a little respect - wheatus

give a little respect to me

daniel, ashton and russ drunk

daniel just drunk

do i need to say more?

//hearing aid: september - earth wind and fire

dancing in september

school was good only because i left half way. it was a drag to begin with and a drag to end. besides that these are overdue pictures of the drinking session at ashtons with our guest drinker daniel.

one word: wasted.


ashton, russ and daniel.


it started with one drink.


and another.


and another.



and after many many others...





the moral is don't 'ta' red wine folks.

thanks to shaz for a wonderful indian lunch today at little india. it was good food and company.

i know what you're saying russ, where are the videos.

//hearing aid: greatest man of your life - edwin mccain

i'll be better when i'm older

to start off the new year, my mac crashed beyond any computer in the history of crashes.
but that couldn't let my spirits down.

off to ministry of sound to partay! woo. makan session at church first, amazing food and then off to mos. by the time we reached mos, the queue was till the reverse bungee. met a few people around, they were queueing since 630pm. we got tickets so we breezed through.

mos was good but not fantastic. the company was good: matt, seb, russ, nneth, danielle [edit] its a guy [/edit], gen, kris and i ran into my lessy lover val.

i couldn't get ade in which was quite a damper for the rest of the night. apparently, the club couldn't cope with so many people coming in and they overbooked the vip lists. our 'free' entry costs us 30 bucks a piece, and ade was left out. well, at least she was smart and left for another party before the whole rage broke out.
i owe you















mambo nights at zouk no more. its retro at mos. for now
the retro room was amazingly retro. lit up dance floor, disco ball and low air con, it was like dancing with my mom.
the music was pretty good. but it was there that kris got a bit lot wasted so we had to leave soon. and we left.

off to ashtons to count down with taiwan. we talked for a little bit before heading home just before 5am.

happy new year? nah. satisfied new year.

the photos for daniel's drinking session are coming soon.