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//hearing aid: you and me - lifehouse
//mood. serene

what time is it? and it what month
the clock never seemed so alive

i set up a photo blog for fun. haha i needed somewhere to post all my photos and my webD portfolio looks grim.
so the link's at the links. haha. that is foolproof.

today past quickly.

first was webD. i must apologize to shan for the snipe remark i made. it was a good joke in poor taste.
he typed idiot students on the big screen. to much of our dismay
and i said: "we are only taught by the best.
i'm usually not that mean

then was pr. where we talked about drink driving.
if you want to die
please drink and drive
hit a tree and kill a guy (funky beat box sounds)
...

newswriting was nervewrecking. i got a C for my project where more than half the class got D's and F's. a handful of us got above that and thank you daddy i am one of them.
stayed behind and talked to beni, liz, pearl and sam. eye opener.
beni u will find that man who will appriecate you.
liz you do not have extra skin.
sam, p*h*n does have a baby under all that flubber.

left for home then left to meet pearl to start commiss. nah. nothing so far.
meet desmond for a late night supper and talk cock session.

i guess its one of those good days again.

//seeing eye dog: lost on channel 5.
//mood. quirky

today was a day filled of blabberings.

1. no one wants to call me - "there's always (slot in the name of the person who has absolutely no friends)." (courtesy of adeline)
2. karen you're so slow la - i'm always to slo-less (courtesy of me)
3. hello my name is maria. i like to - (phone goes dead. courtesy of adeline)
4. what if super man was scared of heights? - die loh. (courtesy of eddy)

radio class rocks my world.

nothing.

//hearing aid: desmond's snore.
//mood. content.

theres nothing better
then the comfortable silence between two people who know each other all too well.
theres nothing sweeter
then a simple smile,
an appriecation of all the things you could have done.
there's nothing easier
then filling the gaps, finishing the sentences,


there's nothing i would change for now.

if you died, i think i'd die inside too.

thank you

//hearing aid: life for rent - dido
//mood. swing.

i have tasted the best chocolate in the world.
its called Giotto. from the same company as ferreo rocher. but its hundred times more orgasmic. made from hazelnut milk cream. omg.

move over allan wu.
its only available at candy empire at millenia walk.



alrighty. nothing much the past few days la
as usual, school's a bitch. my friends have been supporting me non-stop throughout the week. not to mention he has constantly giving me encouragement.

you're gonna be great someday. he says.
and i believe him leh.

UNIFEM conference was a brainwash session. they said they were a org that supports gender equality. but all they did was highlight that women were horrendous oppressed and subjected to this and that.
oh come on la, my BRA does not bind me. in fact it supports me. i will not walk around with bouncy boobs ok.
and oh my gosh, i shave my armpits and legs not because i want to be BABY-LIKE.

ewww. i wonder if the speaker... gulp.

the press conference for TTAS was ok. my luck was good, was the last person to ask the question. the rest of the 20 behind me had to go. sorry la, right place that the right time.
the rest of the day was a blur.
though it ended with a bad note of disappointment
but i'm glad now.

dear daddy,

thank you.

amen

prayer.

//hearing aid: halo - olenander
//mood. rubs eyes.

there's a halo round my head, bringing me down.

getting use to typing in confined spaces now. haha i guess its alot of getting use to.
wooooohz.
i think that lifes' a little good now. i'm still stark raving mad about i&e module. turns out my class is the class where we have to do our own projects and actually make them happen. not as if we are u noe... the other type of students... that don't have that many projects and all.
plus we gotta take all the cash outta our own pockets.
and what do we get in return? a PASS OR FAIL. not a grade. nope.

should i even bother?

well i think i let out a lot of steam at church these past few days. saturday night was a blast. thanks the team for making the night oh-so-special.

sunday was as always draining, happy then tired. always the same routine.
its a shame i don't enjoy going to church like i use to. its also a shame that i can't find that corner or that spot in church where i can feel safe again.
where is God? sometimes i feel he's too busy rescuing people from a train wreck in india and dying people in egypt. or consoling the victims in london.

don't come and tell me he is never too busy to care. i think my problems are just too insignificant to him that's all.
compared to a lot of people i'm lucky to have a wonderful life, people who love and care for me. people who want me to be happy and tell me i'm worth it everyday.

but its just the little things, to the surface brings.

dear Daddy,
it's been a long time since i said thank you. so thank you for the graces you have given me. thank you for the life of love and comfort you have allowed me to have. but as always, i ask for something beyond physical needs. please daddy, grant me wisdom, strength and peace. Wisdom for my mind, strength for my body and peace for my heart.
and st. jude, intercede for me. that i may find my corner of the church that i can feel whole again.

this i ask through your most holy name, daddy
amen

realising.

its about time
to realise
that life's simple pleasures
are as simple as this.


one word. fun.

the first.

//hearing aid: what's your flava - craig david
//mood. unfamiliar.

well its my first blog spot post. i still can't get the pictures up to where i want to be. life in easyjournal much easier.
i don't know how long i'm gonna keep on using this.
seriously doubting it. haha remember the last time? i think i might keep easyjournal as a past life. may keep on blogging there and use as a personal release or something.

if someone noes how to post pictures up here nicely... i can't use the picture option... it just doesn't work. and i can't paste the html here... that doesn't work.

i told you blogs hate me