chemistry

I don't see the need to classify her
I've decided that she is everything I need
There really is no need to classify her
I'll never hurt her 'cos she can be so good to me

humpback oak ; circling square
favourite by the lard brothers.

"don't take chemistry for granted."

today at alvin's wedding, the friar cleverly related marriage to subjects we take in secondary school.

Chemistry should not be taken for granted. we should always look at it as if it was a gem and constantly add to it so the spark doesn't fizzle.

maths should be failed. calculativeness is not part of marriage, its always give and take. (mr. 4x10 says also maths should be embraced with "go forth and multiply.)

literature should be done well. we should always analyse each other's characters but never loose sight of the big plot of things.

i thought it was quite clever, quite witty and apt. and i was still reeling from the high dosages of chemistry we had at russell's big 21 blow out.

i realised that we have awesome chemistry. just 20 of us, never a quiet moment. it didn't matter who was talking to who, it didn't matter that some of us met some of us for the first time, it didn't matter that we all sometimes didn't have anything planned.

we had chemistry. it's so adamant.

and during the party, which was really really just plain awesome, i felt so glad i had friends. just friends. sometimes i get a little indulgent on the fact that i had a solid bunch of loves that i know i can count on to be with me.

we totally excelled in chemistry loves.

ready or not ; here i come.

warned by bonobourne ; deviantart.com

Wasted time.
I cannot say that I was ready for this.
But when worlds collide,
and all that I have is all that I want.
The words seem to flow
and the thoughts they keep running.
And all that I have is yours.
All that I am is yours.
Ohh...
Painted skies.
I've seen so many that cannot compare
to your ocean eyes.
The pictures you took
that cover your room,
and it was just like the sun
but more like the moon.
A light that can reach it all.
So now I'm branded for taking the fall.
Ohh...
So when you say forever,
can't you see
you've already captured me.

mae ; the sun and the moon

well, i thought i was ready for this.
in fact i knew.
i'm not so sure anymore, but then again if i'm happy its all that matters.

then how come there's a nagging feeling

sunday morning ; rain is falling.

i can't believe how fast she's grown up.
it was yesterday i saw her in my arms and said she was smaller than a roll of kitchen towels.
today, at my brother's housewarming, she asked me if it was ok for her to sit on my lap.
i said, yes of course. why did you ask?
she said: "because, ku ku, i'm a big girl now."

why do you have to grow up so fast, dammit!

Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in

maroon 5 ; sunday morning

reconciliation
(rkn-sl-shn): the reestablishing of cordial relations.

cordial relations were indeed reestablished at this camp. sad to say, i wasn't the one who initiated it. perhaps pride got in the way, perhaps i really didn't want it to happen.

but it did. and i'm happy it did.

things won't be the same. you know it, i said it.
but nonetheless, things won't be that bad.

just give me time. it's an awful lot to ask, but i think you need time as well.

moving on to the camp over the weekend

it was terribly relaxing, considering i slept during sessions and had like 3 showers a day. the team did an excellent job :)


and on hindsight, it's been pretty awesome being me these days.