//seeing eye dog: chinese walls - chen xi

he left me cold on a winter's day. I never knew that i will never see him again. i thought he would return for me like he always did during hide and seek.

i look at people on the streets. and i get envious.
i want me to be like them. interlaced hands, a lustrous future.
sometimes i wish u would put me into the centre of your life. make me your reason.
for a while. just a day sometimes. i just want you to make me feel special.

i want to not hold your hand and feel uncomfortable about it.

oh no. i think that i'm becoming needy. pfft.
i don't want to become a clingy girlfriend. i saw what it did to some people
i saw what it did to us.
no no.
karen.
you are not allowed to be like this.


so there.