//hearing aid: light in your eyes - blessid union of souls.

there's a light in your eyes
i saw it today.

if you thought a human being cannot possibly look as though he's been cooked inside out.
i thought he was bad yesterday.

but today he looked like he was dead.
but there was a glisten in his eyes. though it was half closed, i saw the tears in it.

he looked like someone poured acid all over him

he whole arm was covered in blotches of black. he was bleeding through the nose, mouth and ears.
his legs were dead because all the blood was in his stomach.
his lungs collapsed
his kidneys have failed
his stomach was pumping blood.
his left heart has failed.
his heart rate is 140 on average per min.
his arms are filled with boils and scabs

he's a living corpse.

my family broke down badly today.
they wanted to pull the plug.
but there was this hope.
i don't know.

i'm crying for a man i hardly know.
a man that never said more then 50 sentences in the whole 18years of my life.
a man that i almost despise and hate.
a man that caused so much heart ache for my family.
a man that deserved this.

but i still cry. i still feel a surge in my stomach.

i thought i'll never pray for someone to die.
but now i just want his heart to stop.

uncle tommy,
i sang to you today. i saw your eyes move. i saw the blood gushing out of your body. i was afraid.
please let go and let God.
you don't know what you are doing to the family.
my mother almost disowned her sister today.
my brother got slapped.
my cousin and me can't be in the same room as our mothers anymore.

please, just go home to your daddy. i'll be praying for u.