Maybe I've been the problem, maybe I'm the one to blame
latest by me
its been a horrid week so far.
from me being sick to rejection for going to a camp
to work piling up, the boyfriend and church crap.
everyone's got this preset notion that i'm wonder woman. i should/could/would do everything and anything
i hate it when people in my church come to me and ask me to do publicity/advertising/emcee-ing/posters/movie/radio commericals just because i study it in school
fuck off. i'm human. I AM STILL STUDYING IT. which probably translate to i'm no good at it yet.
Go ask my professional photographer brother to take the photos.
ask the paid do-for-a-living pro to do the publicity and advertising.
go ask the real DJ in church to do the fucking radio shit.
you guys have these vision. but don't forget me.
i'm only a student. i'm not some high paid slut slave for you to abuse and make use of as and when you wish.
you guys took the joy of going to church and actually helping people.
its just a bad bad time for me now. i wanna curl and die.
and you're not making it better
And maybe I'm overcast and maybe all my luck's washed down the drain
