//hearing aid: wonderwall - oasis

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

i cannot believe this.

the people who mean so much to me
don't think i mean a lot to them.

all i asked was one night of you. come down, watch me perform. watch what i love doing, what my choir has to offer.
watch what i did every sunday, and experience the music.

but no. you couldn't

one of you just decided that it was beneath you to come watch me sing.
two of you decided to visit a relative when i wasn't there.
one of you lied to me just to get out of it
one of you forgot even though i reminded you the day before.
all of you don't have the decency to let me know before hand

i stood there at the performance, watching every single face, hoping it was someone i wanted to be there.
but no. NO ONE CAME.


all my friend's parents came.
russ, kenneth's and nick's parents where beaming with pride.
All their friends came. Some who didn't even want them to come made an effort to come and support them. some brought flowers, candies and chocs for their friends and families.
video taped them, snapshot them.


i stood there like an empty shell, the only one who could apprieciate me... was me.