//hearing aid: sweet november main theme - ost

it's been a long time since a movie made me shake and cry.
when sweet november came out, i was merely sec 2. watched it with my classmates.
and we did get the story.
guy meets insane girl. girl offers free food, sex and house for a month.
man should be happy but man is alr happy.

until he falls in love. then girl falls sick. you get the drift.

i rmb walking out of the cinema in sec 2 weirded out, thinking keanu reeves doesn't have a good body and just wondering why were things so complicated.

today, watching it brought a funny feeling in my stomach. poignant almost. i cried so badly when she disappeared at the train station. it makes me feel like i've grown up somewhat. matured.
i feel really empty and sad right now.

i just hope i never have to walk away.