//hearing aid: sway - bic runga

i'm practicing your name so i can say it to your face

ah. my friends who got their a's today. i heard some good, some ok and the really bad. my heart broke when she called me.

it was a lazy afternoon. i was meddling with laos and argentina (the mice) oblivious to the a's and then the phone rings screaming her name.

"hello?"
"karen. it's over."
"what? what's over? (pause) Hey? hello?"
"(sobs) i want to burn myself."
"burn yourself? eh, let's not go there ok. is it the boyfriend?"
"no! no! it's my future! i'm fucked ok i'm fucked!"
"fucked? what the hell? are u pregnant? or what? oi, stop crying just tell me!"
"it's like a dream."
"i am holding my a results in my hand."
"oh. hey, don't be so hard on yourself."
"i fucked it up. karen, it's no point!"

and so i spent the good journey to ponggol couselling a girl whom i hadn't talked to for weeks and bounds. she's ok. but her parent's arent. i hope she's ok. she hasn't called yet

so the rest of them who did ok, i'm happy for u. for those like above, didn't, don't fret.

this is just a side thing but:
lilow wanted to be a lawyer. imagine this:

courtroom scene.
lilow: I can prove you were there. because i saw the signs, you opened up my eyes, i saw the signs. Therefore, you are gulity! guilty as a girl can be!

all hail the mambo queen.