//why.//

i really don't know why i try anymore.
it's that horrid taste in my mouth and that sinking feeling
when things don't go the way that you want it.

it's so difficult trying to make the best out of the situation.
you and me across the way. i stare and have you glance.

i think it finally hit me.
that gigantic weight that i thought left me
is back on my shoulders.

i finally managed to cry.