//be with me.//

i'm mad

not because you left me alone.
not because you threw away what could be and is one of the most beautiful times of our lives.
not because you went ahead in front of me when i was sick and did not care
not because you didn't even give me time to grief
not because you are irresponsible
not because it is the worse time for this to happen
not because like the other 3904854 times you put yourself before me


but because you met a friend for 2 weeks and decided to listen to him rather than your own heart.