school started three days ago.
and already people are brawling, crying and furiously trying to get their way ala news/feature writing.
IS is like fuck because i'm stuck in fricken AEROSPACE TECHNOLOGY. me and desmond are the only mass commers in the class which is somewhat to our advantage.
half way through class, he leans in and says
"this is like sex to me."
ok, what ever tickles your fancy.
tuesday was crazy because there was a mad rush for radio journ and felix and his incessant remarks of the world. and the pr lunch talk at the M Hotel was unworth our dressing up in formal wear for. it was long, draggy and incredibly irrelevant to our cause.
the salmon however, agreed with me totally.
besides that, it's been here in and here out between relationships.
i dare you to abuse me, he said.
it was like he knew what i was thinking.
as we sat in the stillness of car with then windows down,
he quoted a funny line
from a song i heard once upon a time
i laughed and said, it's quite a sight
to see a grown man in this light
he asked if i was over the emotion
if i was keen on being a new girl inside out
i knew it was time to answer him
but somehow i knew if i did, i would convince myself
that i have made a decision.
to tell you the truth,
i haven't understood the whole complexity of the situation
it's like it never happened yet
that i was waiting for it to hit me like
a deer in the headlights of a ford truck.
he asked me again.
i nodded and said, it's just not the time.
it's not the time to say. it's not your time to say.
he nodded and quoted another silly song
from a band that was from beyond
the modern day.
there are somethings i wish i knew
and something i wish i didn't.
pardon the emo kid.
