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Saturday, May 19, 2007

crazy

crazy for you baby
- aerosmith, crazy

the past few days have been... very hectic.

from the new baby to work to rejections, i've been so tied up to do anything i really want to do.

last night, i spent the night at Zouk for the CK in2u fragrance launch. I was standing there, being all pampered because we were guest, my boss said

get use to this, you'll go for these events so many times, it gets boring."


it got me thinking. if i worked then, this would be it. industry parties, invites and all the hectic lifestyle.

but then, no more things i like to do too. no more suntanning, no more late night wednesday clubbing, no more suppers on weekdays, no more sit under the void deck chatting till 3am.

since i got officially got rejected from NUS, i decided to just work. work for a while, work for my life, i haven't decided.

i guess the incentive of money at the end of the month is very tempting. the power to shop and live on my own. do my own bidding. quite a grown up thing to do.



oh god help me, i think i'm growing up.