you keep me safe

in a crazy world
- corrine may, safe in a crazy world.

the past few days went by very fast.
i went through like 6 packs this week like that.
i think i should really stop, really. OR cut down la. like i use to smoke one pack a week leh.

whoar. now that sounds damn little.

it doesn't help that the office is a smoke-free environment. meaning smoke-freely as you please. in the balcony, at your desk in the pantry. hello? this is the first time in my life i actually have an ashtray.

besides that, it's been a good week. when you are pumped up with nicotine, every thing seems doable. it's almost like a placebo.

a fast run down for the week:

mon: had a 2-6pm lunch break with my team. we drove around aimlessly for half an hour before a sakae sushi promo came up on the radio. lunch buffet. i didn't talk for the 2 hours we were there.

tues: meetings with clients the whole fucking day. tuesday was the worst. there were slow clients, fast clients, i forgot you were coming clients and the best client of all: have lunch with me.

when i told gab about mr. colourful, gab just laughed at me. you are suppose to feel threatened hello?

anyway, things with gab are good. we're, for say the least, happy.



i hope i won't die of lung cancer tml.