shut up and let me go
oh this i tell you so
oh this i tell you so
ugh. i'm allowed one sentence to gripe about the fiasco right?
"i cannot believe you would put an image of him at the expense of his own true self just to protect yourself within your friends AND (this counts as one sentence, ok) i hope he not only gets logical about it but have the guts to break your heart AND make you hurt in places you thought you could never hurt."
there.
now on to happier things!
FRIDAY
besides kind of lazing around at home, i managed to go down town to get some essay brainstorming done. but the highlight of the day is poker!
this time sans sebby, shu hua and victor, the rest of us met for our friday indulgence. and this time saw higher stakes at the table with less people more rounds being played and much much more taunting.
but besides that, i made history by winning my first dollar at poker. excellent! a dollar is not bad relative to losing five last week ok.
it's all relative one.
and please, someone help me find a poker name. the group has awesome names for each one except me. one website has christened me karen "skankwhore" wong, which is really not optimum for a poker name. and it cannot be normal like "danger" or "the slick" because i'm just not normal.
just for sampling sake, here's the rest:
see how karen "skankwhore" just doesn't cut it?
SATURDAY
met with a friend at dempsey for a quiet tea. dempsey in the afternoon is seriously a gem. not much crowd, ample parking and just away from the noise and bustle of the city.
after which i headed down to east coast for janice's surprise! ok, i came late for the surprise part, when i got there, she like already knew. but it was excellent food for the night, with excellent company.
the funniest part, was the bbq ended at like 9pm and everyone was kinda going home already. it's the earliest time i have gone home from a party in ages.
i reached my doorstop at 1am and my dad looked at me with utter shock.
dad: "how come you are back so early?"
me: "oh the bbq ended already loh."
dad: "why your party so unhappening?"
me: "wah lau, you see me no up lah dad. it was janice's birthday-"
dad: "oh janice's party? no wonder so early, older people cannot party till late one."
no offence janice, my dad is 60, he doesn't really have the right to call you old. youth is a state of mind! in my state of mind, you will always be 16 :)
my dad, now the philosopher.
SUNDAY
besides the mandatory church and lunch, i skipped practice to do my knncb essay instead. i was stuck at 1000 words when henry called me.
the rest, lets just say is history.
besides the fact that i stressed i had an essay due tmrw, and i didn't want to go far, he drove me to rochester for drinks at 2pm in the afternoon. what kind of friend is this? my mental state of mind was clearly in need of some caffine and not spirit of any kind.
anyway, the situation is taken its toll. cryptic message for those who know what i am talking about.
that rounds up my weekend.
i am totally not looking forward to this week.
mainly because there is no solid plans.
with particular people.
