sunday morning ; rain is falling.

i can't believe how fast she's grown up.
it was yesterday i saw her in my arms and said she was smaller than a roll of kitchen towels.
today, at my brother's housewarming, she asked me if it was ok for her to sit on my lap.
i said, yes of course. why did you ask?
she said: "because, ku ku, i'm a big girl now."

why do you have to grow up so fast, dammit!

Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in

maroon 5 ; sunday morning

reconciliation
(rkn-sl-shn): the reestablishing of cordial relations.

cordial relations were indeed reestablished at this camp. sad to say, i wasn't the one who initiated it. perhaps pride got in the way, perhaps i really didn't want it to happen.

but it did. and i'm happy it did.

things won't be the same. you know it, i said it.
but nonetheless, things won't be that bad.

just give me time. it's an awful lot to ask, but i think you need time as well.

moving on to the camp over the weekend

it was terribly relaxing, considering i slept during sessions and had like 3 showers a day. the team did an excellent job :)


and on hindsight, it's been pretty awesome being me these days.