it's over and done.

lucky to have been where i have been,
lucky to be coming home again.

jason mraz + colbie caillat ; lucky.

it's been an emotionally trying week.

1. attended two funerals, one of which i very dear to me. i realised halfway that the person we were praying for wasn't just a friend's grandma, but she was also 'aunty' to me. i have actually interacted with this person, seen her lucid as well as sick.

it was a very heartbreaking.

2. went out to club.
well, not much details here except i got a tinsy been high.

3. rejected a full time job to work part time.
i hope i won't regret this decision.

4. saw a friend break up and down. but also saw the person morphed into an incredibly composed, matured and level headed individual whom i have so much respect for.
you will get through this, you know i'm here supporting you.

5. caught very frighteningly skinny Christian Bale in The Machinist (2005).
dark, dreamy and extrememly disturbing but extremely awesome.

6. Drove up to marina barrage with two of my best friends. it was windy and cold and we all were snuggled up in jackets and sweaters, taking tourist shots and huddling together. it was the nicest feeling to have two people who care about you so much be near you when you need them.
it almost felt like a holiday.

7. had to listen to a close friend talk about a very disturbing incident that has made me lose alot of respect and faith for men.
i wish you would say more than what you said to him. he doesn't deserve courtesy.

i'm very tired now.
and so, i shall sleep.

oh, pure emotion is just draining.