i literally, have nothing to write today.
i have had nothing to write for the past month.
i guess, i've started internalizing many things - in a way it's good. in a way it's bad.
i've been smoking a lot recently, i don't know why.
i've been having thoughts of getting wasted and drunk recently, i don't recall ever wanting to this bad.
i've been wanting to stop being so cash conscious recently, but its not an option.
all i can look forward to is bangkok - where the above three options are allowed to manifest and i don't have to feel bad about it.
because it's a holiday.
and it's with three out of five of my favourite boys.
which is like 60% which isn't bad at all.
and also, what's up with all the cheating husbands? next year, the women fight back please.
i have literally, nothing to say.
