etched on skin.

but the skin graft man won't get you
you'll be there when I die, tattoo
the who - tattoo

i got it today!



i'm crazy happy about it. it hurts but it sure made me feel good.
the outlining was a bitch, especially on the tailbone.
carlston, my artist, was amazing. he drank barons, almost let merlynn do my tattoo and he's an all round expert.

destination beautiful.

you're my getaway car

you're the line in the sand when i've gone too far
michael buble - everything

my lovely friend/collegue/creative genius, candy, has her own brand!


www.whitedogbobby.com

the stuff she sells is amazingly cute. and they are all based on real life pets she has:

a dog named bobby who pees alot



a rabbit named wabbit


another dog called hungry


and an unidentified animal called FUCK who is a spawn of a fish and a duck
(its brother is called funny = fish and bunny)


ONCE UPON A TIME, Fish and Duck had an affair. it was hot and passionate. One day duck felt sick. She bought a pregnancy test kit and peed on it. "I'm pregnant." Duck said. "How do I know it's mine?" replied Fish. The affair ended and Fuck was born. THE END.


everything is hand-drawn or done by her. the cushions are sewn by her too. eyer! so happening.

she's damn happening.

what good can love do

diamonds never lie to me,
for when love's gone,
they'll luster on.
diamonds are forever - shirley bassey

hey, karen what have you been up to lately?

hey, person who is talking to me, i've been dressing up in pajamas and heading to singapore's most crowded places giving out kotex samples.

yes. below, there is acutal evidence for the above statement.




we are so OC.

lips like sugar

she'll be my mirror
reflect what I am
a loser and a winner
lips like sugar - coldplay.

oh wow, the previous entry got a lot of responses. thanks loves, i know this world is a b-e-a-utiful place because you're here.

besides that, i have decided to tattoo my lower back. oh so excite. inspired by jules, i'm going to tattoo something in sanskrit or arabic because the language is so amazing beautiful to look at.

i'm thinking of something like "hello, stanger. but i'm afraid it might be so fucking annoying because it's like a line from a cheesy pickup bar. i was thinking of "ridiculous love" or "beautiful disaster" or "destination beautiful".

الغاية جميل - destination beautiful
مرحبا الغريب - hello, stranger
الكارثة الجميلة. - beautiful disaster

which one?

i want my tattoo to show intense, crazy love or something to say that love is blind and ruthless and over the edge but beautiful.


i'm so picky.

just complete silence and the candle light

i wish i could,
stare at the wall
and see something different everytime
lene marlin - it's true

i have a problem.
the one who is a has been wants to be an now again.
the one who is harpped on wedding bells and satin gowns is in play.
the one who is the best friend is also in the darn play.

but the one who i really want, isn't.
in fact that one does not even know anything.

i'm far too old for that kind of situation.

anyway, this desperation for touch and love is utterly driving me insane. it's been so long since i longed for someone. i never really thought of getting into a relationship after desmond just because i'm too darn tired to start all over again.

it's so hard to be a girlfriend.
you have to be pretty all the time, meaning when you roll out of bed, you have to look like you can walk out the door to orchard.
you have to be smart
you can't be helpless
you can't eat too much in one go
you can't buy shoes, bags etc ie no shopping
you can't whine about how much your shoes hurt.
you can't ask for anything no matter how much you want something.
that means you have to drop hints which he does not want you to get.
you have to have amazing talents.
you have to be calm
you have to be unjealous
you have to be a sex god, the girl next door, the career woman, the mom, the housewife and LIKE IT.
you have to be wanted by every other man, but chose to be with him and say it.

that's why i'm so tired. because out of all of that, i did the exact opposite.
maybe i thought he was not worth it.

but now, this urge within me is so annoying. i'm far from the pretty thin thing that man crave for.
i figured that i'll just find the one that doesn't mind me.
who has a shallow hal effect.

i want you so bad. and he wants me so bad.