porn

//hearing aid: wake me up when september ends - green day
//mood. let me sleep on.

i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here i should not be here

i should not be here.

i should be neck deep in porn, ethics, erotica, pop culture, violence, war and imperialism.
but here i am.
i always disappoint myself.

i spent the whole day with lanxi, calvin darryl and desmond. we studied from 12 - 4.
wow you must think.
one hour of travelling. like fucking nomads.
one hour of bitchin'. like we always do.
that leaves one hour of moping and thinking about everything other than work.

one hour of pure studying.

woots. i am an over achiever.