the 24th is approaching.
it gets harder during this time.
especially when it's christmas.
Well it's my time coming, i'm not afraid to die
My fading voice sings of love,
But she cries to the clicking of time
christmas has it's merits.
the beautiful lights, mystery in the air.
whimsical playfulness that fills the night.
Walking to the bright lights in sorrow
Oh drink a bit of wine we both might go tomorrow
Oh my love
i wish it was you.
that was in this crazy moment with me.
and i could hold on to your breathing
and trace the contour of your eyes.
My time has come
It reminds me of the pain
I might leave
Leave behind
my friends are near
my foes closer.
and i know that i'll escape this
one day, i'll transcend from this.
but now, all i want is to dwell. in the silence of you.
And I feel them drown my name
So easy to know and forget with this kiss
I'm not afraid to go but it goes so slow.
i know i've been very emotional.
but bear with me.
i don't show outside, but i need to get my emotions out somewhere.
