often results in psychosomatic
i admit to enjoying drugs
they get rid of tension, boredom and static
sia, healing is difficult.
i lost my phone.
in a cab, it fell out carelessly.
i'm not upset about losing my 3 month old beautiful samsung.
i'm not upset about losing a 1 gig memory card full of wonderful memories.
i'm not upset about losing 500 over contacts.
i'm upset because your last photo, the one you looked so alive in, is gone.
silly me, didn't even bother to back it up.
put it in something else.
when my com was going to crash, it was the first thing i backed up.
when my new com came, i didn't bother thinking it being in my phone, it would be close to me.
now it's gone, i'm afraid i might forget you.
how your face looks like when captured in the light.
you never believed in blogs or friendster or facebook.
there's just nothing left of you.
i'm scared to ask your best friend.
because he always judges me before i can even figure it out myself.
ugh. why is karma such a bitch?
