i need some distraction

oh beautiful release

left with doc pro and i am done for project-wise for my 3 year stint in masscom.
how time flies.

how the times with my year one class hacking jlo's car,
times where i was smashed in the face with cake in my year 2 class
times where i played badminton and fly kite at imsg
times where i had to stay up till late late at night with my pr group and old chang kee
flies.

i don't want to leave.

but i have to move on.


anyway, i got this off beni's blog, there are 70 different bands represented here.
i only can find like 4.
damn lousy.


click to make even bigger.

and tonight, i met up with rus and ken after the longest time.
iloveyoumanymany.



spent all your time waiting. for that special one. for the one that will make it ok
i found him.

lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

i was too lazy to think of a new year's resolution. so i got the computer and pure fate to do it for me:

In the year 2007 I resolve to: Have at least one orgasm per hour. Get your resolution here.

i am determined to keep my resolution this year.
VERY DETERMINED.

spend all your life waiting

for that special one. the one that will make it ok

the beautiful thing about the whole situation is that she's so strong.
and that beneath that strong exterior, there's a silent and painful centre.

when i first heard about it, i was on the bus to vivo city.
she had msged me saying the situation isn't good. that it needed my prayers.
so i put down my book, mumbled a prayer and felt somehow it wasn't enough.

i played a sick scenerio in my head and pushed away because bad things don't happen to good people. to her

then i msged her again, asking how was everything.
she did msg me back. and that sick scenerio, the one where the bad thing happens, happened.

a fresh tear stung my eye. i called another her to talk about it.

now, it's been 5 days, and she still holding on.

i love you girl. and it's so hard on you.
but me and lanxi are here 100 percent.

and he's so happy. i know.

if you walk out on me

i'm walking after you

foo fighters are very happening.

pitch today was good. my boys got in 3rd out of 7 which was a good achievement. quinn stole the show completely with his peace signs and love for all.

with too much things happening at the open house and with pearl's situation (ask me about it), i finally got home after 16 hours out of the house.

i watched Pretty Persuasion (2005) again with shaun at my place. i watched at sandee's slumber party a few weeks back and it was pretty good. so we rented it from videoezy and we watched it. shaun is very sensitive to teachers getting harassed.



you have to watch it if you like those sick twisted teenage stories about girls who crave attention and are intelligent enough to twist everything in their favour. when i mean sick twisted teenage stories, i don't mean like Mean Girls Lindsay Lohan crap. i mean like seriously MENTAL girls.



i think rachel evan woods is fucking pretty. but damn twisted and angst in this movie. but darn sexy la.



i wasn't use to seeing you cry. something inside me surged.

and all of the people

with nothing to do, nothing to lose

Soundtrack of your life:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't Lie.


Opening Credits:
look what you've done - jet

take my photo off the wall
oh yes, i've started something

Waking Up:
just that good - the calling

don't hate me, we're all just that good
Just that good

First Day At School:
you and me - lifehouse

what day is it, and in what month

it's always like that the first day - disorientated.

Falling In Love:
every little thing - dishwalla

wish i could be, every little thing you wanted

in love or out.

Fight Song:
fabled angst machine - electrico

iake out the fabled angst machine
and let me in

how true.

Breaking Up:
suspension - mae

say anything, but say what you mean,
cause I'm caught in suspension.

Prom:
evening sun - the strokes

you're the prettiest smartest captain of the team
i love you more than being seventeen

seventeen. what a good year.

Life's Ok:
anything for you - mr. big

one small moment
i'm lost in your love

Mental Breakdown:
so much more inside - electrio

Driving:
under pressure - david bowie & freddy mercury

I NEED TO GET MY LICENSE!

Flashback:
as i lay me down to sleep - sophie hawkins

i wonder why I feel so high
though I am not above the sorrow

i love this song to bits.

Getting Back Together:
popstars - rooney

well i don't want to be with you tonight, forever
do you understand my monologue?

omg. how apt.

Wedding:
babylon - david gray

friday night Im going nowhere
all the lights are changing green to red

i may get married on friday ok. keep that day free.

Birth of Child:
stacey's mom - fountain of wayne

well. firstly, i don't know why i have this song.
secondly, this is good only if i name my kid stacey.

Final Battle:
save me - corrinne may

hahahahahahahahahahah.

Death Song:
staring at the sun - u2

not just deaf and dumb i'm staring at the sun
not the only one who's happy to go blind

Funeral Song:
so much to say - dave matthews band


End Credits:
halo - oleander


i have too much time.

benji love.

the show should be called, so you THOUGHT you could dance.

benji won.

and the final 4 did the most fantastic chereography of sexyback, thank you wade robson.
i love.



most of all, benji won. and that's the end of seeing benji during school nights.
now i have to resort to pictures online. no more primetime benji loving.
if i see him and raul having coffee and i'm in arm's length, i think i might pass out.

omg.


i'm like a jay chou fan.

this is not the time to wonder why

If you're fragile,
and if you're delicate
take my hand but be gentle with me please

finally.
solice.

the treetop walk with my loves was great. it was calm, air was fresh, road was good, company - i wouldn't wish for anyone else in the world. we all hiked up to the beautiful bridge, where alot of my friend's lack of appreiciation for heights took play, and we just stood there and let nature take our breath away.

view of my love's heads.

as you can see, i'm on of the short ones.

then it was cantonese food at novena, after that filming again with my two lovely camera whores guangrong and clara. eugene couldn't make it but here's a wonderful photo of him and his lover at the farm during shoot:




my niece and nephew just made my whole day better. they asked why they weren't invited to their parent's wedding. and they concluded among themselves that it's because their parents didn't like them.


i saw the tv mobile advertisment for np today.
DISGRACE. should have gotten US to do it. we'll make it so incredibly sexy and glam that everyone would want to join mass comm and even fucking infocomm technology just to be in NP.


disgrace.

after all, you're my wonderwall

there are so many things that i would like to say to you.
but i don't know how

the only reason there is a blog entry here
is because i have to photocopy 100 surveys
and the aunty at the photocopying shop is not around.

so i have to wait for her to come back from the toilet.

that means on a normal day, i have no time. no time to do anything

on saturday, i have filming in the morning, university admissions to clear, meeting with my mentor group, filming in the evening till night.

on sunday, i have filming in the wee hours of the morning, possibly a ________ with the church goers, a lunch, filming in the afternoon till night, work on radio till monday morning.

on monday, i have to film in the morning, then school till 3 and do radio until 5.

it is final.



i am going to die.

take a bow

the show is over, say goodbye

a year ago today, i was with 3 drunk people having the best drunkard years of our lives.


this was what i saw today while puking, trying to stay awake and hearing the voices of bonjovi and oprah.


what a difference a year makes.